Heavenly Angel

Okay, what's happened to Angel in the past few months, um...

Okay - September or October, Pete found her high in Central Park. It was then that we all learned she was an HIV+ junkie. Sigh. Shortly after (read, probably about a month after) she got together with Alex Mulciber, her best friend. She moved in with her, had a couple of relapses. In November, Bertie hurt Alex, which prompted anger on Angel's part, and she went after him and he ended up hurting HER as well. In December she got sick. Actually she's been sick quite a few times. Not TOO long ago, Alex shot up and had a bad reaction, which prompted a lot of tension between the two girls, but everything's ironed out. Alex proposed in December. The girls are getting married on the 11th, in a quiet family ceremony.

Oh, and a week and a half ago or so, Alex accidentally turned herself into a boy. This has resulted in a quite-possibly pregnant Angel. Rore and Sandra will be making sure the baby stays healthy. Angel is considering asking if she can get healed, but isn't sure whether she wants to.

Alex, bao-bei... We've got a tentative date that everyone can get there (if Faith is out of the hospital...). It's a bit short notice to finish planning, but since it's just family and close friends... Does February 11th work?

Oh, and I was thinking we could each have two attendants of our choosing, what do you think? And Fae said my dress should be finished by the end of the week - she took the design to a seamstress she knows in Shiz, and told me I could pick it up Saturday at the latest.

And... um...

Well. I think we need to talk. It's... important.

*is wandering around the grounds of the Mansion because, despite the fact that it's December, it's magically a nice 70 or so degrees out. Ah the magic...*

*coughs a couple of times, a bit roughly*

That... that ASSHOLE.

I hate him even more. He... and...

I can't believe I... believed what he said, I...

But I let my Lexa heal my cheek. And... yes. I think... I think things are going to get better.

If only this stomach ache would go away...

Moved in with Alex about 12 hours ago.

Shouldn't be up... can't sleep anymore.

It hurts... I fucking ache all over

I thought it was over.

Why isn't it OVER?

It hurts...

God, my arms burn... Just once, just to let me down easier...

But that won't help.

It'll only make it hurt more, in the end.

But Unnamed God, I wish it would end...

I... I have a new place. Mama and Daddy said I could go stay with Lexa... I'm really excited about it.

And... *grins* I have a girlfriend. A real, honest-to-goodness, she knows everything about me almost and still loves me girlfriend.

I love you, bao bei.

Peter? Where are you?

You haven't been to see me in over a week.

I... I miss you... I feel alone.

They still don't let me out. And... god, I haven't told them the rest.

I need you.

Please, ge ge*...


* ge ge is chinese for "big brother"... Angel is the lone Firefly fan in her family or the Thropp-Cohen family, and uses little phrases like that occassionally.

Let me outta this place...

I don't need any of your help. Just let me be, dammit!

*shaking* Just... oh god...

*rushes to the bathroom and is sick*

Unnamed God... just let me get a fucking HIT...

Oh no... oh no oh no oh no...

Why did he have to find me? Why did he have to be so damned...

Oh god... my... my family's gonna find out about this.

My MOM is gonna find out.

I... I don't want her to know... it'll hurt her so bad...

Oh god...

I don't know what to do...

What do I do?